regarding some deleted poem...	16-Sep-04/9:53 AM
Impressive, I believe it fits you well, I was impressed with your perception the other night, I'm just curious how you knew?
regarding some deleted poem...	17-Sep-04/10:15 AM
All I can say is Wow! Especially the second verse I can so relate in my own way. A perfect 10 for being real.
Re: The Mirror by berdabear	17-Sep-04/6:25 PM
Thanks for the vote of confidence, I only have fleeting moments of self hatred. Maybe its hormones maybe to much whisky sometimes. I find that writing about it helps to relieve the stress and I usualy feel much better. Kinda like lancing the wound to let the poison spill out so that it heals faster.
Re: Green by berdabear	27-Sep-04/2:52 PM
Tag! Desired effect. Its like looking in the eyes of someone you love so much it aches inside. And you feel like drowning in it. Like your dizzy with desire.
Re: Green by berdabear	27-Sep-04/2:53 PM
Green eyes, envious hearts. Its going pretty good sorta. As good as it can for me.
Re: Two Years by berdabear	10-Apr-08/12:16 PM
How very true, I have since added new footsteps.
Re: The Mirror by berdabear	10-Apr-08/12:32 PM
Its been nearly 5 years since I wrote this. If you take a moment to read my latest submission you'll find my attitude has changed dramatically. Thank god and the few who have really loved me!
Re: Confusion by berdabear	10-Apr-08/12:36 PM
"uncontrolled thoughts" so very true. I comment on my own work in reflection. Self hatred, confustion, destruction, addiction. I made that change, I dumped all addiction, clean and sober for over two years now. Still random in my mind but no longer clouded with destructive addiction. What a grim reminder of where I used to be.
Re: Me by berdabear	10-Apr-08/12:39 PM
I found him! All he needs is me, and I am sooo all! This one has now been published several times and I am reminded each time I see it that dreams can become reality!