Try, Please Try

Waving your arm takes so much energy Almost as much as it takes me to smile You make me so miserable when you don’t even try It frightens me to think what you'd accomplish if you did But you won’t, so there’s really no need to stress….. Unless, no, your dignity wouldn’t allow it Your self-centeredness is so strong, your indifference so rock-solid That making an effort is a physical impossibility I know you don’t mean it, and maybe that’s the worst part Maybe if you did I could move on Instead I’m stuck Trapped Caught on a never halting pendulum With only your moods as an axis .......I love you....... ...I guess it’s my fault...