Bittersweet Emotions

Another heart broken, another liar revealed Nobody will ever know, my thoughts remain concealed All friends gone now, nowhere close to turn The flame has been put out now, my heart will no longer burn Little did i think of me, or what i wanted from her Sitting here pondering, what she wanted was a blur Too much time apart, too much time together All my feelings gathered up, blown away just like a feather No one here to talk to, much reason to complain Everyday without her, everyday on my head, the rain Couldn't have told me sooner, all the thing she didn't feel Life seems different now, don't know when I'll heal Not caring at all, always loving the last Big shock to me, a loud shotgun blast Telling things that hurt more and more, telling me things i wish not to know My world is destroyed now, don't know where to go