Life just seems so complicated, So misunderstood, So lonley at times. Why is life so far away? Why is life so unfair? Im the one who suffers. But yet you stand and walk away. Your the one who should pay, for this crime. I did nothing to you, I did NOT deserve this, This is your fault. My body was my own, not yours to choose, to do what you want with. Its my own. This is your fault, that I lie here trembling at night, the reason I can't look friends in the face, The reason im ashemed to walk out the door. This is your fault, You should be the one to pay, This wasn't my choice, you made me. You hurt me and you should, be the one whos scared to face the world, whos life went from carefree to complicated, Who should be lonley. Its your fault that im lieing here, scared to move, For you might kill me if I slip up. So under my breath I whisper little pleas, Don't hurt me, I'll do anything, Just tell me. Its not my choice. Please dont hurt me. Breath after breath, Pain after pain. As you hurt me, as you force yourself upon me. I will not stand for it, I try to push you off, for this isn't the first time, I shoulda told befor. When it first happend, I didn't and its happening all over, Please stop, Please don't hurt me, You hurt me over and over. You leave me there, trembling with fear, with pains I cant explain. Why did you do this? I trusted you, why did you hurt me? I didn't desrve this, this is your fault, the reason my Mom is at the hospital, the reason shes crying. The reason i'll never smile at the world again. The reason im scared to walk out the door, what got into you, what made you hurt me like this.. You'll never hurt again, I'll swear my life on it.. Stay away from me. Don't hurt me.. Please dont.. By:Melinda