what will be when i see the truth of him. it has been so long.. yet now he comes back. at a distant i see him walking my way, he comes close to..i am speechless i have nothing to say, "hello", i heard the voice, the voice that abonded me, abonded before i couldnt even walk, understand, see. what i will do i do not know nor will i ever. everytime i think about what happened i quiver. i will never decide, to say it was okay, for all the letters that lied. I fell on the side walk and just looked down, to stay here im am destained for ever, for no where i am bound.