As I try to recover From that unfortunate flight Don’t want to remember What happened that night Thought I had certainty in my mistakes But my conscience still has doubt People chat as they glance at me Though I don’t know what they’re talking about… about (Chorus) Don’t see what I did wrong When I look with my eyes But now that I've opened them Saw a disaster in disguise Wanted to have some joy Instead got these cries All because I made This disaster in disguise Hoped that I would be free At least in my lonely mind Cause I don’t have sanity Nor a faint sense of grime So I’m being put though all the blame For doing something others dare not try And to place myself with all this shame Is not as bad as a second time… time (Chorus) Labeled as stable With a million other reps For what happened I acted Only inside my head Blemishes diminish When these people forget Became a winner or sinner Just in that day (Chorus/Ending) (props to jk for his usual help)