You always had a smaller frame than her. I thought I missed that! I remember thinking - how great this was. While those sharp fucking fingernails of yours were digging into my back. How in the hell did I get here? What in the hell am I doing? You were so beautiful though. Much more beautiful than I had remembered. I couldn't tell if those faces were pleasure or pain. Maybe I got off on that. Yeah, probably. I knew I shouldn't have gone to see you! How could I do this? "You can cum inside me, its okay." I remember thinking that - a blessing. But I also remember opening my eyes, immediately after releasing myself in disgust - disgust of you.. and of me.. How did you ever end up back in my bed? Didn't I leave you for her? I guess this was an awkward time, to realize that I really loved her! But thats when I did. And I remember thinking.. - this never happened!