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Narcissus (Free verse) by proteusplum
Echo cannot tell the tale: silenced
Mute before the God of her idolatry
She cries softly in shallow sobs,
Dry and silent, lost, unshared.
Narcissus lies, a white flower plucked
Beside the still surface, black and cold
Where he peered into his doom foretold
Of living to come to know himself.
In this wood a stricken rabbit cries,
Watch as Narcissus sets him free
From a trap placed with hunter's skill
His mind upon catching larger prey.
While others, more worthy,
Are struggling in traps set carelessly
By this deep and untamed beauty,
Laid thick upon an undeserving vessel.
When something pure was consumed
In the wrath of a God's attention,
A force, raw, unwitting, was born.
Certainty, born dearly, Narcissus,
For, you, alone, did not have to see
Beauty which would lay you bare,
To love vexed and bewitching
Tearing off in unrequiting strips.
Echo drowning, seeking breath
Sinking to her malady
Driven lowest by your unthinking curse.
Hollowed out, a whisper of loving death,
Starved of the food of love: confined
To the tempered words others use,
Who could ever breach that great void
Between the lover and the loved?
Need spurned is not destroyed,
But turned darker in purpose,
As a thousand lovers wished
You sleep sweetly, and bade
You bath in the pale morning light.
So now, a thousand dark hungers
Willed Nemesis bind your fate to theirs:
That you should love without requite.
So, it would go, Narcissus,
Dagger sheathed, would feel thirst,
Thirst that would be sated in a deep
Unblinking pool, where into
A bewitching figure was cast,
Unfamiliar, and yet known forever
Gazing straight through himself
At a thousand skyshot stars winking.
Untouchable, beyond the reach of his screams
Encased, this creature still rich in green life,
As he falls to the musk of the misty damp.
Fevered by day, tormented in dreams,
Still the creature, seemed
As if born to a nobler, happy world,
Glowing with the unconfined joy
He had felt when he was still whole.
Gems and pearls of sad things,
Twisted and turned in the light,
As he rose to a third morning of
Palid vigil, raking his hair with his hands
A single tear, first and last he would weep
Fell from those shining eyes.
While the thing we love is in the world
A piece of us is forever lost,
So upon the breast of his white chest
He beat to free himself.
Sweet release from the love we seek
Is rarely in our hands
For Narcissus his torment and love
Lie together now upon the ground.
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