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Blackout, Amman, November, 2005 (Free verse) by zodiac
Opened the window just wide enough to see
Lwebideh, Old Quarter, dark, crazily headlit,
then here and there the human luminence
of old kerosene lamps lighted, candles,
even the Rainbow Street 'villas', the British Council;
the city, a softened, closer self, I imagined
bringing out those surplus Aladdins, from when
was only Jabal Amman, the Citadel, hunched
against night-raiders, saved for the known failure
of that fad, electricity. But, opening the window,
I gave the house over to a shrill, tireless
pickpocket mosquito: blood-dry, the runt last
of its season, surely. I'd been reading Jadara
Rises Again by flashlight, the bit where Christ
does in the swine, rendered in our tongue 'Gadarene'
(the swine and citizens, I mean, not the demon
or demons' name or names; those, Legion. The Many.)
In the play the man, oddly self-possessed, speaks
his own name, modestly I think clutching a tail
of beard around his bare testicles - though I
can't tell if that's dramatic necessity or knowing
here a close cousinship of man and devil,
not with this wingsound, this high whee in the dark
(the worst thing, worse than tinder-piles of bites,
the nagging groove of itch, like a lip catching
your fingers.) Sometimes, behind the stove, he's like
a violin badly tuning somewhere in
a highrise, the pure C-sharp of exhaustion; sometimes
so close I clap my ears, stumble the house
slashing the walls with my torch's small bore
to pin him down. Thinking, here, bug, coequaled
here, friend, is a prime example: one
of us Legion, one Fire-Eyed Prophet; one
to hurtle seaward, one to lay his hands
soul-weary then upon the waiting cross;
one whistling in the dark, one yet as lost.
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