pondering

pale-faced like a mime pacing down the hall i wished i lived in peace time instead of man’s inherent fall the tests are getting harder the end will surely come my hearts welded with gold solder while beating like a steady drum i don’t care about this place i want to go away quit this endless race ‘fore i become more helpless prey nothing seems to help everything just makes it worse you’ll never hear me yell "it’s like my life is one big curse" thoughts churning in a blender draining all my power i’ll try not to surrender till i’m wilting like a flower