wait for sleep

i wait for sleep as i'm lying in my bed but i can't stop these thoughts from running through my head they tell me what to do and what i have to get done but all i really wanna do is have a little fun my future is in front of me and its time to make a choice but when i stop to think i can't even hear my voice it's this music that i love and that i have a passion for but if i tell my parents that they'll say i have to do more the time has come for me to leave, to try and make it on my own but as long as i have friends i know i'll never be alone so now it's time to go and do what has to be done but all i really wanna do is have a little fun