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Porn

Member since 2002 · Posted 31 Jul 2002 · 5 comments

This morning started so good but later it felt like hell you pushed away further and took me along "just for a ride" you said, why'd we have to leave? I know it was the right think but God it hurt Why cant anything good just happen? Why cant i come out of this cell? My world's getting so worse when I see pain in your eyes It hurts to think all your love is now despise I know, I know that there are hard times When I'm alone I can forget about that all. In my own little world i just escape. Why does this big world get so small? Why does it hurt when you fight? Why does it hurt me so bad to be alone and cry tonight? Why did this fun day end so sad I wish somehow we could eternally be glad damn if that happened I wouldnt have to hide I could finally be normal and I wouldnt have to die. God damnit, WHY? Just tell me how to make this better And tell me will it get worse, I'm so afraid it will? So afraid of myself that it makes me want to kill.

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[4] nentwined 31-Jul-02/2:17 PM Reply

what does this have to do with porn? your grammar/spelling could use some touching up, but it seems like you're well into the world of teen angst.

[n/a] New Life Drug 31-Jul-02/2:23 PM Reply

Yeah, it does need some work. But I thought i'd let it out in its raw form. Just to see how shitty it could sound. Anywho, it's called "porn" because thats the reason my mom and I kinda left the house one day.. my mom got so pissed when my dad wasn't paying attention to her cuz he was too busy playin around with his porno channels. It really hurts her when she is ignored, and I can recognize that when they get in their little fights. She feels really alone, and my parents' actions rub off on me. This is pretty much how it felt. Plus the idea of porn sorta symbolizes something uncomfortable and the way I feel when life gets fucked up.

[6] horus8 31-Jul-02/2:30 PM Reply

i truly hate when that happens. you know? cable bill comes in too high! my sexy valentine and stuff printed right there in bold print for everyone to see! fuckh

[8] Freethinker1602 19-Jan-04/6:44 AM Reply

I don't really understand the title, but hey what ever floats your boat. I think it is well written and exemplifies what it is to struggle with emotion and confusion. well done, 8

[3] Sing4Jesus! 13-Sep-06/5:56 PM Reply

Horses doo doo!