This morning started so good but later it felt like hell you pushed away further and took me along "just for a ride" you said, why'd we have to leave? I know it was the right think but God it hurt Why cant anything good just happen? Why cant i come out of this cell? My world's getting so worse when I see pain in your eyes It hurts to think all your love is now despise I know, I know that there are hard times When I'm alone I can forget about that all. In my own little world i just escape. Why does this big world get so small? Why does it hurt when you fight? Why does it hurt me so bad to be alone and cry tonight? Why did this fun day end so sad I wish somehow we could eternally be glad damn if that happened I wouldnt have to hide I could finally be normal and I wouldnt have to die. God damnit, WHY? Just tell me how to make this better And tell me will it get worse, I'm so afraid it will? So afraid of myself that it makes me want to kill.