My Id and I

One part Eros and one part Thanatos. Hiding somewhere deep within my pituitary. No more rational thoughts for me. Sex dreams are all I see. NOW. Can't sleep won't eat don't breathe fuck me. I'll never be what it wants me to be. Gotta get away from here from this from me. My id wants what it wants and it wants what it wants right now: YOU. My id and I are pleased to meet you. My id and I would like to show you how To die, and feel the pain, too. I wish I knew who controls my mind. My id and I would like to know you. My id and I would like to pull you down. And I will never be (with) you. I wish I knew why I even tried. (It wants to make you cry.) (It thrives off all which dies.) Lucifer on one shoulder Satan on the other. All five psychosexual stages minus the latency period. This is gonna hurt you more than it's gonna hurt me. I bind my hands for no one. FUCK. Suffering hate me take me rape me. It's waited so long--set it free. So close I can feel your breath on me. Or is that just another fantasy. DIE. My id and I would like to touch you. My id and I would like to feel you down. And I can never trust you. I wish I knew who I am inside. My id and I would like to fuck you. My id and I would like to tie you down. And I will never love you. I wish I knew why I ever lied. (There is no place to hide.) (It wants to come inside.) I wanna see the whole world bleed. I wanna hear the whole world scream. I wanna swim inside so deep. The demon's loose inside of me. Lusting for blood. Bleeding for lust. Lusting for blood. Lust.