systematic turbulence

Intimidated by life’s frustrations I am discouraged I hurdle under my thoughts I am lost and scurrying for guidance Guidance from myself I lack understanding of the visions The impulses are overwhelming I exile all emotion hoping for distortion Together we should all make the acquaintance of serenity I am aroused by systematic turbulence I listened to the truth before it was even spoken Lost in a divided world Divisions of perception so sightless that my eyes bleed I see lies stabbing me into the darkness Blindly I stay lost but I search for the truth in the words I listen to the vibrations of forthrightness luring me I alone can’t scream loud enough for the world to hear me So I am left helpless by devotion A premeditated uncertainty denounced before me I figured the possibilities But they didn’t figure me I saw myself soar with the grace of an angel I was determined to forget But I was forgotten and left with regret