Heaven vs. Hell

Of all the faces I'm umknown, in my mind I'm so alone. I'm just another face no one seems to see, behind all the darkness inside of me. Every expression is there to hide, my emotions I fell inside. So today I decide the only answer is suicide. I want to go home the only place where I don't feel alone. A place with no more torcher and pain, because here I know it will never change. I can't deal with the way you treat me, my pain inside you will never see. You were always bind, to the things you could never find. When I die I will be free, no more pain inside of me. no need to hide my face, no drugs to make me feel safe, no more problems to hide, no more feeling traped inside. Because death is better than here, life is what I fear.