"I'm Sorry"-Darren Elliott I'm sorry I ever thought about you all those nights and the days I wanted you never wanted to be you're bf just wanted to say hi but now to this ill be saying my goodbye to crushes and dreams that I might have had but now that I think of them they make me all sad that things could come to this long extent that the thing I might have said wouldn't have meant that much to you im a stalker by internet online ive been sending you things you've been always denying just wanted a girl to show my feelings for but now all has come and im now out the door in some of my dreams its been the other way 'round you've been chasing me trying to make it obsound you were the only girl I have been thinking about, but now this, now its not my route. as I sit here not having a gf around this must not be me I am college bound to get an education and figure out why the things I could do with you, no I guess ill cry when I first saw you back in the 1st year or 2 high school to me was very very new I didn't have many friends when I started that year so I needed someone to talk to and maybe have a beer (only 15 or 16) but no one would take my request for a friend (gf) im still sitting here aint I? and I will till the end of all the things that I have in my life that I could have taken away I decided to leave it and I might as well stay I remember a time in my 1st year or so, when you grr'd at me after making a laugh, about something in a chocolate bunny I think well may it wasn't now let me just think, yes it was a chocolate bunny alright but it wasn't me that made it so funny, no fight, it was you..... you were the one that I always saw I wanted to say hi but it was always "nah" so I got a friend to say hi for me they said something that made you see how I felt about you... on my trips down the hall I would always stare at the person I wanted, well I wasn't aware that she hated me oh yea im sure she did one night I found her name on one of those lists for those messengers you might get as a gift called ICQ ya ICQ, those were the days I was thinkin of the many ways to talk to you I had never really thought about what could happen if I found her name and then id be laughin id be able to talk to the girl of my dreams now it wouldn't really be the girl of my dreams cause im sure if I met her in person she'd scream...at me because im after her, not to attack her or rape her ya no one wants that I could help her and id be there in 1 minute flat but she left me a message ill always remember it was sometime in the middle of December, I think she had said if I contact her any more times I wouldn't be able to make this rhyme, no I wouldn't be shot id just be thrown in jail and id get the jail notice delivered in the mail and that'd be all of me, you'd never see me again, because a charge of harassment is not a good friend I could use some real time in jail but if i dont make it i might as well fail id tell them never to give mail to me with a name I don't want to mention and see the letter without contention of thought that its you sending me something its a gold diamond ring that says will you marry me written al over it, but ill deny because that's what you did to me so I tell other people if they have a crush just to cover you're fears and all that such and to say hi at some point in you're career never do it while yore on you're 4th or 5th beer but never leave it to the last day of school cause you'll be a fool, like me never able to see what I had done now all I have is none of your caring or even you're sharing of life, never wanted a wife till now, but im not having a cow cause I never had the chance to ask you to dance but I should have now who's getting the last laugh?? but now that i have let my feelings on the loose i think ill become one of those recluses that never wants to se the light of day im happy now and ill keep it that way and now that i see that im a ***kin ***hole shoulda asked you when i had the time so that im sad and maybe a little sore i cant take this feelin no more ive been trying to forget about you but every week or so i have a dream about you i dont want it so now im haunted by your lovely image they all look like lines of scrimmage