Into the Deep

I want to let go, Put you out, Into the deep, Into memories past; Furthest from my heart And the ever-belated Berating, bashing, Burgeoning of Self, Myself, put out Into the deep. Thrums, thrumthruming Fringes of, Periphery of, Friendship Oh so selfish, Guarded, Manipulative. Qualms leaving, Achy, Aching void. Eyes, crying, Pulse, pounding, Hands, shaking, Dialing, Low moan, Dial tone, Pick up, pick up. Just want to Apologise Walking, On my knees, On salt, Like punishments Past. Our yesterday, Yes, I miss you. Pick up. Please, pick up.