as the blade cuts in to my skin i am filled with a felling a feeling of hope hoping that this time, this cut, will be the answer to all my problems as it bleeds its bleeds away my pain the pain i held in for no one to see hiding it behind a fake smile and a "i'm ok" as a scar forms its formed of sorrow and pain the pain is another problem problem i cannot conquer lefted cheated and feeling of emptiness i cry