Sometimes I think about you Its not like I used to The happy days with a present tense, or future tense was used but You're dead now Instead of wondering when I'll see you next I wonder will I ever see you again? This is so pathetic Me thinking I could spend A day inside a waterfall of warm blood Just pouring down around me Your lucky to be above the ocean where you always wanted to be It stands out as a color deep in the blank wall this red I can't understand What have I destroyed? Was it you? As you jumped to feel the height As you felt like finally flying to your death I was so proud of you But one thing was wrong in your heart was there something you could do? I'm not sure what I could have done? But now I know there was something, there was just one thing I couldn't seem to put my tongue on And now what's done is done And I can sit alone and feel you Feel you falling faster Looking below im sure there were many ugly things you saw but sidewalk could be beautiful if you had walked on it instead of ...A head on collision I can still imagine how you contemplated taking one last breathe before your tragic death But soon enough you were choking and it was too late "Is it worth it?" you asked yourself And right then to assure your guilt You looked at your tear-soaked shirt You were half way down... I know this must be where you belong, If you felt life was lasting far too long You had no intentions of holding on And now I sit alone and cry Missing you night after night Now I know why You never met me at the cafe that day