Martijn

I love the way I make you laugh and the smiles that come thereafter The dimples in your face appear leaving me no choice but to smile with you I love it how you're really there when I really really need you and how you magically appear when you hear my silent yearns I don't always express how much you really mean to me is it hard, is it uncomfortable, is it awkward, maybe not maybe just hard to articulate, without much care care being what you've always given me Some things may be doubtful some things may seem impossible some things may seem like they just won't work But in those things that do if some light happens to shine thru you can't shade it off as much as you try Yes, you can pretend that light doesn't exist you can pretend it's a different color you can also say it's ugly but in the end, if you know that light was meant for you taking it in is the only resolution I love the names you've given me they'll be with me forever forever...I think is used so loosely I shouldn't say it anymore I will stick to "a while now" , for practicality's sake I don't beleve in theatrics. Though drama makes life interesting Serenity is awesome too Both would be a doozy just plain fun would be one too You never say mean things to me Though I have to you You're always my supporter (One other thing I love about you) You're one fine thing, I hope you know I wish I could tell you everyday but that would be ego overload don't wanna do that, ya' know I'm very proud of who you are of who you choose to love of what you do of what you've done of what you're going to do You excite me You delight me You motivate me You energize me You invigorate me You arouse me This is true, I hope you know =p =p =p =p =p =p =p =p =p Good thing web cams aren't 24/7 cause I'd put on a show You don't see that side of me I turn my clean side up most times But this is what I learned I need to shake that someday... The good in me is because of you The truth in me is strictly you any beauty in me it's all for you, everything that wasn't meant lightly it's very serious you know one day I hope you understand or get any of this written hee But this is what I know In my dreams I hold your hand and you stare back with glowing eyes and I glow back knowing we both begin to shine that dream is soothing something I want realized something I look forward to something I move toward in that dream all else is muted people, color included in that dream it's just me and you I'd be anxious otherwise this time I feel safe You're good to me You're good for me I hope that comes across if everythin else falls in shambles I really don't need anyone else. I really don't want " . I don't write like this often. The stars drive me tonight. Life drives me tonight. Love drives me tonight. You drive me tonight. I love you.