Fading.+/

As the kisses start to fade, So do I As my heart slowly breaks, I start to cry As I give up slowly, So do my friends Now they can see I'm reaching my end I start to loose focus, I'm basically gone Even though I've felt it, Deep down all along When I think about dieing, There is no hurt nor surprise Only cause I've felt it all of my life. I'm too skinny, too short and just out of my mind, I'm never good enough just not their kind. I don't really want, To be one of them I just want to be, Excepted for who I am. One night last week while lieing in bed, Something happend to me To great to be said. I looked inside and found my inner strength And to my surprise everything changed. From here on out, I said to myself I'm not a loser, I'm like everyone else I have feelings and so do you, Please be nice and I will too. Your always calling me names and I don't know why. Do you purposly try to make me cry. What's so different about you and me And who is it exactly that you want me to be. I want to be a Doctor I wanna make soemthing of my life. I don't wanna put up with this stupid fricken keif. I hate my life I just wanna die And all because of you and your bulliesh pride. I was weak and hurt and torn before But guess what Im done I can't do it no more I'm gonna stand up tall and be true to myslef. And not care what you say or anyone else. I'm gonna make it through and I'm gonna be something I'm not sure yet I just know it's not nothing. Whether you say so or not, I'm no worse then you So get off your high horse even though you dont want to. As I start to regain focus and my mind comes back So do my friends and now my lifes back on track.