Sugar for my allies And none for me Salt these wounds A little more discreetly How could you let him touch you The jerk you called a sheep fucker And don't think I didn't notice The way you leaned in close to him I saw the way you ran to Adam And the anger that swelled in your eyes As the call of reason sang out tonight That you can't have the prize in your sights When you know it drives me crazy That I can't reach for those hands Or rub your shoulders As you once swore I'd be the only one to I'm sorry if it's still summer And I'm so autumn, There was no need for this Were you hoping for a crash? Or another fall? To sleep through winter Longing for the spring