Still, With Love

I’ve seen him so many times, and no matter how his appearance changes, I fall for him still. To me he is not close to perfect, at times he may be a bit too silly, and can tend to look un kept, but I fall for him all over again still. At a time I use to believe that this little affair would someday end, but I now know that if ever he’s near, I’ll still fall once more. No matter how many perfect moments he ruins, the ones that we have shared outweigh the many mistakes. And I have this lying tendency to tell others and myself that if I knew in the beginning of us what I know now, I would of made myself stop from falling... but I know that somewhere down my life's path I would have fallen anyway still. I don’t want to say that we’ve been written in the stars but I can’t think of any other reason why I adore him so. He constantly sees me as his friend, his confident, someone to tell his girl problems to, and yet I stay. He may not see it now, but I do, and I know my feelings for him are great enough to carry us through. For all of this time is just a series of baby steps for our future, because when he looks at me through those eyes, no matter the situation, I can’t help but shiver... and I fall for him yet still.