Hatred

This feeling builds inside me, Like an uncontrollable disease, it plagues my mind. Eating my soul and tearing my thoughts, On the inside I'm dying, outside I'm crying. All alone within myself, I can no longer eat, sleep, or drink. Just to see you makes me cringe, I hope you die. My hatred grows each and every day, Your ignorant actions have made me this way. Everything you do and everything you say, It all destroys my patience and sanity. You reject as though I am a freak, Your evil words make me sob and shriek How dare you put me through this hell? I am getting better, can't you tell? Your selfish ways have made you neglect my feelings, Making sure that I have nothing left. Nothin can I do but sit and ponder. Watching you makes me sick. All is said and done, Your doings have caused me to hate myself. You know me not and not you shall, For we know it is better that way. Now look at what you have done to me, Made it impossible for me to see. Seeking apology, it is no use, There is no excuse for your kind. What you have done is unforgivable, I hate you and I hate me. I hate all which has come to be.