I lie awake late at night Thoughts of you racing through my head and my earlier thoughts of wanting to be dead I love you so much Honestly you know it's true I wonder how long I could live without you. You are my light when I am in the dark You saved me from lonliness and sadness Because you were there for me and made all of my dreams come true This is how I know I do love you --Still awake thinking of you and the world that surrounds me I wonder is my life worth living My life is so painful it isn't even worth giving So I keep myself here in this hell in hopes of being with you soon Right now there is no one to talk to only the goddess of the moon Now I wish for her understanding Knowing only that you do You understand me and you love me too --Now as I close my eyes to rest Glad I have lived another day Tomorrow I will see you if god says I may