Pathetic lil' me Wanna be the imperfect star Shining his dreams in Purple ink.. When i know It's only a dream.. A fantasy A game i play with my ownself In my very quiet life.. So pathetic me, Instead of believing.. Instead of reaching for the guts Crying, leaping and whining Pointless, he wouldn't care No one will.. What a pathetic self.. I lost in my own game A game created by myself i thought I'm the Queen of Love and you're the Jack of Spade? Hush pathetic me.. When tommorow comes Just leave your shadow there Imprinted in time A memento..