Crashed, smoldering in the wreck of emotions crazy just going thru the motions waiting for my feelings to awaken knowing that action must be taken. If I had to do it again, would I do it? it may be easy, but screw it! Prepared by lessons learned I've never doubted what I've earned. Playing at knowing what is going on sure that I've been played all along hasn't that always been the way even telling myself it'll be ok. Carefully feeling and examining the pain waiting for all but the sadness to remain. I have felt much on the highway of love but like rain falling from above all you get.......is wet.