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My Single Hatred (Free verse) by cleverdevice
As I lie, torpid on my bed
Darkness consuming all,
A single awareness makes itself known
A dap, dap, dap, dap against the window.
Instantly, I know what it is
And I cower under the blankets,
Desperatly hoping it will escape,
But knowing all too well that it won't.
What if it gets inside my shelter?
What if it finds a gap?
What if it flies towards my face
And crawls inside my mouth.
I shudder violently at that image.
Wings leaving their dusty trail
Across my lips.
Legs scrabbling furiously across
The roof of my mouth,
Inching down my throat.
Involuntarily I swallow, and wish I hadn't.
I imagine it fluttering around inside my stomach.
Butterflies in my tummy?
Butterflies of the night, maybe.
In a fit of anguish I leap up
Turn the light on and thrash
Wildly with a book,
There, against the wall.
Forlornly I look on, the wings spread wide,
Legs twitching their last,
The silvery dust gleaming.
A black, oozing stain.
A pity, I think.
It would be quite pretty in the day.
But I never could stand moths.
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