The smell of the room brings chills to my body. knowing that i could of prevented it kills me inside. Why was i so selfish? you could still be here with me if i had only come when i first suspected something. its al my fault! but i knew about it and did nothing. the way it was done is so brutal with great patience and perfection! OH GOD why am i complimenting his work? am i so shallow as to compliment a murder? His work..ha..i should say my work! i did it! i did it with perfection and patience! why. ...how could i do such a thing? I tricked you into believing i was good. I could never be good not even if i tried! You poor thing you were helpless. As i did this evil thing i laughed about it! i mocked you... help me help me somebody, i mocked! I teased you about it i made fun of you. Now im the one that should be getting made fun of! Why did i get like this? You never saw it coming did you? I feel so bad. I took advantage of her..I killed her! But how? Oh thats right, she got me angry so i killed HER! But thats no reason to kill her, IM SO EVIL! how do i change back and become good again? who cares, that BITCH got me angry and now shes DEAD! I think i will go get something to eat..killing someone really takes the energy out of you! I'll come back and go to sleep. WAIT thats even more selfish! Theres nothing in this room but a dead body,me, and a knife! I think i will examine the murder weapon! Ahhh i see blood then i see shiny silver! I want the whole thng to be red so i will stick it in me right now!...........Ok its in my arm! No pain! Am i human or am i pure evil and cant feel any pain? I wil try another spot...How about my HEART!?