As I lay in my eternal sleep I see many people weep Wondering who and why they did this But it was me I slashed my own wrists Living unhappy wishing my life would end I had no one to help me or to tend I was unhappy didnt you see Now you regret ever abusing me Then that night when i came home I tried to repair the heart that was unsown I know it was unfaithful and I know it was a sin But how can I kill the pain that's within