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Father of Mine (Free verse) by tre
You have pictures on your desk
Of when we were six
Don't you know time's passed you by?
Every guy I'm with
tells me to forget about you
The dead beat who left
But daddy you effect me
in my relationships with men
My insecurities, my jealous tendencies
No stability to cling to
And when I open an album and see the pictures of you
He starts to cry
Because he looks just like you
But he wants nothing to do with you.
He comes to me for advice
I tell him "don't get attached, let it go, play it cool."
As I hold myself up
Repeating the same lines in my head
About the guy that won't go away
The longing
The wanting
For his hand to hold when he told me with confidence
Forget about you
You Daddy.
It's ironic, how the guys that cause hurt never leave
And the ones that treat me like a queen can't compete
With the game
Of persistent attempts
to get you to see me
and take me back.
I'll try forever, until you pick up your phone
Wonder forever, if you'll call me on your own
I threw away my security
For a thrill, and
I can't stop
Can't settle
For stability, tranquility
My insanity keeps me reaching for you...
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