This galling feeling.....this inexpressible emotion. So fathomless, so lonely, so empty. I have yet to be caught, yet I feel as if I should. Something is missing, something is lacking. Im falling from you, I'm slowly losing grip. Its got me dependent on it's ways, feelings..... I loathe this emotion, I absoutely cant stand it. Yesterdays feelings control todays emotions. Yesterday is on my mind. I'm wasting away, envisioning the memories of yesterday. I cant love anymore, with these memories breaking apart my heart. They sit patiently in the back, waiting to come out. Yesterdays are lost in time, yet I continue to find them and bring them back. My heart is in knots, twisting itself with confused emotions. I pray, I beg, for anything to come and hit me in the face, because this emotion ins't me, its forcing me to fall from grace.