I want to speak to you but I am too scared Because our conversation may go nowhere I hate that uncomfortable meaningless talk That anxious stall and following pause I dream of subjects that help me know you better I am only interested in how we can grow together But can we be together connected by attraction? A likely reaction to opposite magnets These games and statements are driving me insane I just want to settle and develop my mind You inspire me to love and you relieve my pain If only I could say this at the perfect time So you tell me exactly what you need I am blind at the moment begging to see Breaking up inside in an endless fight Using my knowledge and not my sight Creating a log of my love for you But why as I have nothing to lose So I try and try to banish confusion Speak up for myself and state my illusion These words to myself calm the urge… To spit it all out without rehearse For if I scare you away Is it because you’re afraid? Or just to make me chase first