I don't know why i try. I want you to be there for me. You never are as much as i want you to. You act as if i'm not a part of your life! I can't believe i cried for you! Of all people it was you! Why dad?! Why?! That is my question. The question you never answer. All the things you gave me mean nothing to me now! I want to take them all and throw them away! In your eyes you might not see this way-but i do. This is how i feel. Why dad? Why?