I already find myself with the right answer. The answer to the end of my misery. The answer which is held at the tip of this knife. The painful answer that will rid my body of all this sadness inside. The solution that will take me to the place where I belong. The place where I'll be happy, and where I wont have to deal with any judgement. This painful but sweet rush is my only solution. And for every drop of blood from my body; I can see the ending of my suffering closer, As the carpet around me gets covered with my red spirit. My new life will start as soon as the tip of the knife, reaches the other end of my veins. Then and only then, will all my suffering and pain be ceased.