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Wanting To Much (Free verse) by Katrina
Wanting to tell you how I feel
Wishing I could tell you exactly what is on my mind
To not hold anything back just let it all out
But Im so affraid
Affraid to let you in
Scared of being the one that gets hurt again
To many times before have I let this happen
And now I believe this one is real, but I am scared from the ones that
have hurt me before
Should I allow my fears to take control of my heart
Or should I take my fears and shatter them to the wind
I do not know
But I do know I do not want to lose you
So I musant be affraid
I must believe this is real, know you are not going to do what the
others have done
Believe in what my heart is telling me to do
Allow you to get close
I will open my heart and soul to you, allow all of myself to be seen by
you
I will knock down all boundaries, no more those, no more of pulling you
close than pushing you away
I do not want to play no more games
Now you have all of me, I have told you everything, every emotion, every
thought, every feeling, and givin you all I have to give
And now you say you want to leave
Why do you say this now
After all I have done for you
I have givin myself and my heart to you
What is wrong, what have I done
I know we can make this work
I knew this would happen if I allowed someone to get close
There is nothing I can do to make you stay or change your mind
Just go
There is nothing to do now
Goodbye
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