Unfair

Why does the touch of your hands sway my body like the waves of an ocean? Why does your grasp take my breath away? How is it you have seeped into my tightly bound soul? Why is it I feel your touch healing wounds I’ve never let you see Why are you here? Why do you bother? What is it that brings you to me? Are you the acceptor of my most profound trespasses? Is this my only chance at love? or am I most simply lustful? Do you even understand me? or want to? Wouldn’t you rather be free? I want for you to find happiness in all you want your life to be I just hope I’m not stopping you by keeping you here with me I want not to drag you into my lonliness or have you already been in the company of misery? I wish for you I’d stop wanting you and the passion that you pull from the depths of my soul I wish it didn’t feel so good to live in such defiancy take more than I’ve been given not regret it, and keep on livin’ still wanting... More time in a day with you no matter what we said We’d do!!