the jello like mold felt within me now has become frozen, which leads me to a understanding of the jounery itself, that always in time leads you back right where you started, with the reward being the lessons learned and knowledge obtained, that in my mind is made possible by looking though the shadow, with open eyes as my vision now clearly sees the road ahead, and the once rain soaked muddy pathway I traveled down all alone, in total darkness is now lit by the dawning sun of a new day, that is coming into focus with the road ahead paved in gold, with my footprints seen imprinted everywhere on the surface, that now I may use as a map to show me all the way around, my homeland where I will find everything that I lost away, in my past of darkness that I fully have come though to find, my soul that was lost away in the waste of the underworld, now forever being left behind in the light of a new era in time, for me now made possible as I look ahead to find the missing link, of myself that has long held me seperated away from the source, of true spritual nature which my soul has long awaited a return, in order to become a union of one with the creator found within, my existance that will bring forth the real wholeness I seek, with the outer nature of reality falling away to a new surface, that in the beauty of light is now creating perfect harmony, as my old state of awareness is now being fully dissolved away, in order to seek and fully experience my world though dreams, as my heart has become fully in tune with the mind of nothing, the block of love now casts away with the shape now expanding, outwardly so that now I may use the eye of the mind to visualize, the outer realm of my creation though empty space I now manifest, which forms in the creative intellegence of thoughts in tune, with the wind as I listen for the love held in my heart to return