Born to hate you

I sit in my room and I stare at the wall. Then just as I expected the tears begin to fall. The pain builds up and my head explodes. Emotions screaming as my heart erodes. You've hurt me more then once and I swear The pain you've caused just isnt fair. I know I just keep enabeling you But what the fuck am I supposed to do? I love you with all of my heart, you bastard. When it comes to screwing me over, you sir are the master. I despise you, I hate you, I loathe you, you prick. I love you, I need you, you make me fucking sick. Its over, im done, I dont want you anymore. Its forever, eternity, I was born to love you, thats what my heart is for. I was born to hate you, I was born to love you, I was born for you to destroy.