won't let out

I won't fix it because it hurts I won't let you hold me when I fall I don't want you to see me weak This isn't me it's not who I am And yet it's a part of me I can't leave behind The tear tries to escape my eye You see this and it makes you worry I stand alone to protect the others If you see me start to weary just leave me be If I'm alone don't come looking for me If I'm affraid there's no reason to hold me I just need to figure out what it all means When there is no answer