Lost

i've been trying so hard to please everyone else (it's succeeding) but recently i've lost myself in a sea of everyone else's desires for my life and i can't seem to find who i am or what i want i'm sorry if it hurts you to see me fight my emotions that are true but you aren't helping you're with her and i wonder why you care but for some reason you do. do you care for me or for who i pretend to be? the line is blurry and i don't see a separation if i died tomorrow would anyone care? would you? would anyone even know it was me? which me would they think it was? just do me a favor and forget me now though i fear i will love you always it's better this way with yourself found with her and me alone lost.