Have You Ever Felt That?

Have you ever felt like you're dying? Not living but dying, every god damn day? When everyone tells you that it's gonna be alright but it seems like it's not? When you thought you can trust someone but he just stabbed you at the back? When you thought you can succeed in anything but then you see yourself failing miserably? When you thought you felt you were ok but turned out that you're not? When you thought noone knows you more than you do but then you realise you haven't the slightest idea who you are? And all of a sudden you just realise that you're dying, not living but dying, every god damn day. Have you ever felt that?