Im going to costa rica, i can see it now trouble starting all over again, school begins a new year has come 2003 awaits not long, but i promise you oh god above i will try my best to do my job in this oh big world, i will study hard and become what i long to be a journalist i will be, Not long ago was my life torn apart and my head sycologically done, but a new year has come and a new leaf i will begin, This year of 2002 can give you many lessons depending on the experiences you have lived, I myself learnt that you cannot trust anyone not even your best friend not even your family except for your mum and a dear friend of mine who i love with all my heart his name is thaer, This year taught me the only thing guys at my age at least all they want to do is learn on you,but one thing i did learn for sure is that maybe just maybe the one guy that might love me in this big world is logan just maybe. I am thankfull for all you people here that have given me support, but for the people that made fun of me thats still ok, because you know it in your heart that one day you might just go through the same thing that i did. I learnt that the only thing that will help us get a place in this big world is by studying, which i have not done alot of these past few years, but a new year has come and a new maria will there be a new leaf I will start for I am strong and i can make it on my own. ps. THANK YOU THAER YOU ARE THE BEST FRIEND ANY GIRL COULD ASK FOR *HUGZ* i love you all bye