Sense of drpression

So many lifeless dream In this broken heart of mine So many unanswered prayers That arent worth a dime No one can understand And no one can see Just how this pathetic world Is affecting me I try to smile And hide the pain But its just so damn hard When there is only rain I want to smile And see the sun shine But its no use I'm running out of time About to stop trying And start to let go Cuz thats my last option The only thing I know