At A Loss

Too often I find myself at a loss for words Struggling for something to say To tell you all the emotions my heart is feeling for you Too often I find myself staring at you Gazing at your wholeness Admiring every detail of your body Too often I find myself thinking Of ways to make you happy Of how to enjoy every moment with you Too often I find myself imagining What our life would be like What the future holds for us Too often I find myself hoping That this will never end Praying that we could last forever Too often I find myself crying Because it never did last forever Because you left me for someone better