confused

I'm so confused, I wish i could be understood, just what i'm going through, some try to tell me, thoughts they cannot defend. I'm so scared, In my little corner, I'ts dark, It's scary, the good thing is i'm all alone, with these tears raying through. No one understands me, I'm so scared, I dont want to be hurt again, I dont want to be a bused again, OH NO! Nothing goes well for me, have no school to go to, teachers hate me, my parents dont get me, I have no friends at all, I can't do nothing right. All I can do is cry about my fucked up life! I wish i was a normal happy teenager, No boyfriend at all, they all leave me or I leave them. Oh how i wish someone would stand by me, the one true love I had my Logan, my baby Logan hates me and i love him. Oh how fucked up I am, I wish someone would stand by me, but for now all I can do is cry about my fucked up life. :(