Dark. Color. Contrast. Blurring blackness. Heart beating against my shirt. Louder then a sledge hammer. Mind Puddle Oozing out of my head. To the dirty floor. I try to pick it up, but it slides through my fingers. I stare. Stepped on; Splashed. On my pants, shoes, cloths. I can feel it, but no control. I watch as it runs. Runs along cracks and creases. Lost. Gone where I can't see Beyond touch. Beyond feeling. Beyond control.