I am removed, just drifting, On a sea of lost hopes On waves of mixed feelings. Their lives are petty, Their struggles in vain, But still they have a hold on me, Although i am so changed. I cant believe i lost your trust, somewhere along the way, Although i know i am to blame, I cant think what to say. Their game is one i cannot play, Their rules i do not know, If only i had taken a different way And not gone all alone.