Today I smiled, because I saw you cry, I only could wish that I saw you die. I don't know why, but your hurt is my joy, Your loss is my gain, It's what keeps me sane. But it truely means nothing at all, Just because your fear I saw. I'll never be happy why can't you see, I'll never be who I want to be. But for now, I'll move on with it, Try to smile a little bit. But if not, I will always know, Happiness is found, where you are low.